i know now the answer

... and the answer is "im never coming back"

mark my words, its my ultimate decision

ang kapal nga ng mukha ko e, umatend lang ako nung xmas party nung dec23 sa colorpoint para makuha lang ang 13 month ko tapos umalis na rin ako.

nakakatouch lang dun e kinamayan ako ni Mang Poli (company driver) at take note: kilala pa nya ako at binati "kamusta ka na rozelle?"

nagulat ako at sinabing "wow! kilala mo pa ako mang poly??"

haha!

pero dun ko naramdaman na hindi na dapat ako bumalik duon. i should start to really "move on" and start changing my life. I should start welcoming "Adworks" in my system. That's the right thing to do and not to force myself. I-accept ko na dapat whole heartedly ang lahat bec its my own choice.

and I should start forgetting V.

that is the right thing to do and my resolution this coming new year.

Promise ko sa sarili ko na I will get over them, colorpoint & V.